Athelstan of Lindisfarne (
athelstanthescribe) wrote2015-04-15 10:27 pm
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For Sonya
Athelstan is holding Sonya's hand as they walk up to her room, and occasionally when the urge strikes him, he stops to kiss her.
After all, he doesn't have to worry about who might see him if it's a woman he's with.
After all, he doesn't have to worry about who might see him if it's a woman he's with.
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Athelstan kisses her hard and deep, pulling her closer as he gasps into her mouth.
He's as close to the peak as she is, the two of them driving each other on.
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She returns the kiss with a hunger that would almost swallow him whole, her hands feeling almost like hot steel as they grip him. She wanted to envelope him, wanted to take all of him inside her.
The orgasm felt like an explosion between her legs, her body tensing and throbbing around his. She saw white sparks behind her eyelids, pulling her mouth away with a sharp gasp.
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Athelstan holds her against him, crying out her name as the force of her climax drives his higher and leaves him unable to do anything but ride it out.
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She didn't want him to hold back. For all he was riding out her orgasm, she wanted him to have his own: he was so close, she could feel it.
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He's very close indeed, and only a few movements of her hips push him over the edge, his hands clenching in the sheets.
He couldn't hold back if he tried now.
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She wanted to tell him to let go, to release inside her, but her breath came out so hard she couldn't bring herself to form words.
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She doesn't have to tell him. He arches up against her, thrusting hard in the final climax, and pulls her down for a kiss.
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A small part of her wondered what it would feel to not have to worry about protection: to feel him shoot inside her, the heat and electric pleasure from it. The rest of her just felt as though she'd run a marathon, pleasure burning through her and leaving he numb, shaking and sweaty.
Coming back down, Sonya gently lowered herself onto him, her head resting on his shoulder as she caught her breath. Her body felt like rubber and it was just nice to rest against him.
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Athelstan's arms are still around her, and he pulls her close.
"That was..."
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"It was a relief." That was the best way to describe it-to refer it to anything else either didn't do it justice or just sounded empty.
Sonya was vaguely aware that there were tears in her eyes (phsyical or emotional release-she wasn't sure) and quickly tried to rub them away. Last thing she wanted was Athelstan thinking she was in pain-she was as far from hurt as one could get.
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He reaches up to wipe a tear away from the corner of her eye.
"So much of a relief", he says gently, "to bring you to tears."
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Sonya felt her body cooling off and snuggled deeper under the blanket. She wanted to tell him how she felt: that she may've started to fall in love with him and feeling more than just a friend-but she didn't want to risk ruining the mood by talking. A shower was also needed, but the required another minute or two of rest before she felt she would be able to pull away.
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"I think no less of you for it", he promises, taking her in his arms again.
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"Making it a little hard to go and clean up." She voiced, a soft smile on her face. His arms felt nice and she was a little loath to leave them. "You feel too nice."
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"Then cleaning up can wait." He smiles slightly against the top of her head. "I don't want to move either."
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Slowly, Sonya felt her breath grow steady. "What if..what if I told you I think I may've fallen for you..."
She worried at his answer, but thankfully the sex seemed to leave her mellow enough to take the answer.
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Athelstan goes still.
"Sonya, I... I would be flattered, and I... you know I care for you very much, but..."
He won't lie to her, just to make things easier for himself.
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"It's alright." She lifted her head up to look at him. "Doubt it'd work out anyway."
He knew atleast. Even if he didn't return her feelings, she would rather him know and get a response than keep it hidden.
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"Things are complicated for both of us, I think." His hand finds hers, and squeezes. "I hope we can still go on as we have been...?"
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So there were some feelings between them, not romantic, but there. Thinking on it, she just felt relieved to know at all.
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"Yes", Athelstan says firmly. "We are, and I never meant to hurt you."
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She would've been more hurt if he'd just done this for her benefit, or was using her. She was an adult, they both were-they could have sex without being romantic and still care for eachother.
As to reassure him, she reached up with her free hand and ran her fingers through his hair.
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He smiles at that, and runs a hand down her face.
"Then I'm glad we did this."